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February 21st, 2006

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February 19th, 2006

07:12 pm - New LJ I'm ditching this one guys, my new one is saiididesign I'm going friends-only for the most part this time too, so comment and I'll probably add you

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January 26th, 2006

10:22 pm - Science Fair So Kamaria and I won best traditional project. My reaction that has been manifesting over the past few hours has been something along the lines of: What a lame ass prize. "CONGRATS ON THINKING INSIDE THE BOX IN A PLACE THAT ENCOURAGES YOU NOT TO! YOU SUCK!" Yay, cause I loove a kick in the pants when I put hours into a project. ...We lost to a cheese project with no scientific connection at all...this is a sad, sad day. Even if she'd mentioned more about enzymes I'd be happy. I mean, come on, give the enzymes SOME credit, jeez. edit: and she's a freshman! She doesn't need this to look nice on her college application for a few years. Current Mood: grumpy Current Music: Shereen - Ah Ya Leil

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December 24th, 2005

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December 22nd, 2005

01:22 am Christmas shopping: DONE Malls scare me...this time of year especially. I did manage to emerge victorious though! Now I can stay away for another year... Current Mood: cold

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December 15th, 2005

10:54 pm - OUENDAN! God knows I'll need them. I'm going to be doing bellydance performances next summer, it looks like. Ehh...let's just say it's been awhile since I've had to perform anything in front of more than about five people. Actually, I'm excited, I just don't wanna screw up. Current Mood: excited Current Music: Kokoro Odoru - Ouendan Soundtrack

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November 27th, 2005

01:58 pm I couldn't sleep until 6:30 am last night. Boy, did that suck a lot. I more or less had decided to just stay up all night at that point and give up trying to sleep, but then my body finally decided to stop holding out on me and I dropped off. Then I got to experience creepy dreams that played on my insecurities and phobias! woo! Moral of the story: Don't watch like five episodes of House before bed >< In other news, dad's 50th birthday is today. We already had a gigantic-ass party at the beginning of the month with sapped most of mom's & my energy concering his bithday celebrations. So today we're just having a dinner with some of his favorite stuff, and he's taking a relaxing day. I, of course, am really tired, so I get to sit around and do..NOTHNG. Except math homework...and logging stuff...and essay homework...eh...gr. Current Mood: groggy Current Music: El Salam - Hakim

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November 5th, 2005

10:49 pm - Post Fest Uberfest 4.0 - 8:00 PM to about 10:00 PM Location: Nova Hallway Uberfest 4.0 - 4:30 AM Location: Slightly to the right Current Mood: amused Current Music: Ah Ya Leil - Shereen

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November 4th, 2005

11:40 pm I haven't felt quite like a human being for about 24 hours now.* Thank you, Uberfest. It was quite an awesome party, for sure. I just don't feel the need for another one for a few months at least. *That is to say, I am very very tired (woo stayed up all night), my throat is sore, my neck feels like I have whiplash, and I think the cold that has been on the horizon for awhile has now actually taken hold. Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Amr Diad - Awedony

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October 23rd, 2005

12:18 am - gray butterfly, white sky I haven't updated in a month, weird. I guess there isn't much to say, life's been boring. I haven't been getting enough sleep, and thursday night was the science overnight which didn't help at all. I feel asleep sometime between 2 and 3 while watching Highlander. I haven't been doing anything really artsy, mostly because I don't care enough to, nor feel any creativity trying to take root in my head. Well...that's partially a lie, I have many many yards of silk, PVC and brocade lying in my basement now awaiting several projects I have planned. It seems like each one is depending on something else to happen before it. The action that will set it all in motion is when I buy the wool for my coat. I can't wait. Things haven't really been as bad as this is making them sound, just not much has been going on. I've actually been pretty happy so I guess I'm just updating to let everyone know I'm still alive. Current Mood: good Current Music: Cake - Sheep go to Heaven

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September 20th, 2005

11:25 pm This will probably only make sense to LQ, but at the moment I feel a crazy urge to run off to some Egyptian desert. Current Mood: grateful Current Music: Navras - Juno Reactor

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September 12th, 2005

10:36 pm - Start me up and watch me go I love my self-esteem to death, really. Actually that might be an improvement, then it would be gone altogether. Who wouldn't want a jenga tower to be an object that properly mimics it? Constantly getting rebuilt, then less and less stable, then it comes crashing down around your ears. Awesome, yeah, it's charming. Ah well, life goes on after all. On a less sarcastic note...I did some fun stuff with magazine ads today. I managed to wrap ALL of myself in the ads from only two magazines. Of course then I smelled like sweaty magazine (it got really hot under three layers of that shit, okay?!), but I managed to get the pictures I needed for my intensive. Thank god it was all worth it, plus I got to shred them afterwards! I think that was the most satisfying part really (other than ripping the camel cigarettes ad off my face). Although, now almost a third of the pictures have me looking angry and shredding magazine ads. Bleh. Current Mood: bored Current Music: Caesars - Jerk it Out

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September 6th, 2005

10:20 pm - It's Dare! Ooh! So. How about that school tomorrow, eh? Seems a popular topic at the moment... Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Dare - Gorillaz

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September 4th, 2005

11:43 am - 8 am head explosion! 8 am is too early to wake up with a migraine...I took some ibuprofen, drank some water, and hid under the covers from the light, which let me go back to sleep. Now that I am up again my head feels quite tender and I think my brain is flopping around in there...owwie. I feel like there ought to be a really big fucking shot they can give me in the base of the back of my neck to make it all stop this foolishnes...bleh. Current Mood: discontent

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August 28th, 2005

07:38 pm - RAIN! ...dude...FINALLY :D Anyone going to bumpershoot? Current Mood: excited

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August 22nd, 2005

12:50 am - Looking back hurts... ...why is it so fucking addictive? Looking back through old LJ posts...good god, not MINE, those are just annoying! Current Mood: numb Current Music: Imogen Heap - Hide and Seek

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August 17th, 2005

04:55 pm - Under the gun under the gun I'm swimming through the sun Belly dancing and then my kitty is back, yay! And there is a pumpkin pie in the oven :D Current Mood: excited Current Music: Under the Gun - Supreme Beings of Leisure

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August 16th, 2005

11:20 pm - make a u-turn up here, yes it's legal Yet again, I have come to the conclusion that I am worthless at art. I am not planning on so much as touching my camera, or my brushes, or my sketchbook for a good long time. I mean, jeebus, what is the point if I am totally uninspired and am constantly outdone so I feel shity about the stuff I call "my art" which is really just a bunch of embarrasing crap anyway. I think honestly, even if I did pick up my camera, I would get too depressed to take pictures at all. The shitty thing is that I was actually suprised at how good I was at painting...but I don't enjoy painting that much. Yay, the only thing art-wise I am good at I don't really like. Great, now I've given myself a lovely headache from crying while trying not to. Doesn't work, folks, you either let it all out, or keep it all in, don't go halfway with it, it just results in not-funess (much like ejaculation?) Hrm...this must be my old friend jealousy...well well well, it has been a long time, I see you've evolved a bit since we last met. edit: Dammit, the more you say you aren't gonna do something, the more tempting it is...but no, I would just feel worse, so I will restrain myself edit edit: Oh, and before I forget (just to make sure this is a wholesome, all-encompassing depressed post) I am fat and ugly. Okay, there, now it's complete. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Tarkan - Kiss Kiss (Kala's addictive music, yay)

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08:38 pm - These girls are like naked livewires hehe...belly dancing was good today. I realized, in the wednesday class last week, that the live music makes a lot of difference. (that's why I love the tuesday class :D) Ooh, yeah I finished my new skirt/top too. Bright red, weee! Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Bride & Prejudice Soundtrack

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August 9th, 2005

06:17 pm - [00:12] uckfay: -the ties are at the north pole now- Ow....got up early...but the weather was nice when I woke at least. I want to go back to bed or dance or something LQ found some really good music, so maybe I can do both... I think what I really want to do though is make up with Margo and Allie and have us get along like we used to...but that probably won't happen because I can't change that I'm not like them, and I don't want to try to fit in like I used to. They seem to resent me for it though, or at least we don't get along that well anymore...they make me feel that the grounded, sane sensation I had at nova is gone and I have to question why I feel so comfortable there. Which is total bullshit since I finally found somewhere where people don't want me to pretend to be like them, pretend to be a preppy ditz. I never was much good at it anyhow *shrug* Current Mood: calm Current Music: Tarkan - Kiss Kiss

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