Domestic Fucker Child

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 02:16:55 GMT

Check to see if I added you guys on my new journal and then add me back please before you forget. Thanks, and I'm going to use the new journal from now on.

New LJ

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 03:12:08 GMT

I'm ditching this one guys, my new one is saiididesign

I'm going friends-only for the most part this time too, so comment and I'll probably add you

Science Fair

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 06:22:45 GMT

So Kamaria and I won best traditional project. My reaction that has been manifesting over the past few hours has been something along the lines of: What a lame ass prize. "CONGRATS ON THINKING INSIDE THE BOX IN A PLACE THAT ENCOURAGES YOU NOT TO! YOU SUCK!" Yay, cause I loove a kick in the pants when I put hours into a project.

...We lost to a cheese project with no scientific connection at all...this is a sad, sad day. Even if she'd mentioned more about enzymes I'd be happy. I mean, come on, give the enzymes SOME credit, jeez.

edit: and she's a freshman! She doesn't need this to look nice on her college application for a few years.

Art is Hard...

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 20:27:33 GMT

New pic here...80 layers, god knows how many hours...and it's my first stab at vector art too.

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 09:23:26 GMT

Christmas shopping: DONE

Malls scare me...this time of year especially. I did manage to emerge victorious though! Now I can stay away for another year...

OUENDAN!

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 06:54:18 GMT

God knows I'll need them. I'm going to be doing bellydance performances next summer, it looks like. Ehh...let's just say it's been awhile since I've had to perform anything in front of more than about five people. Actually, I'm excited, I just don't wanna screw up.

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 21:58:04 GMT

I couldn't sleep until 6:30 am last night. Boy, did that suck a lot. I more or less had decided to just stay up all night at that point and give up trying to sleep, but then my body finally decided to stop holding out on me and I dropped off. Then I got to experience creepy dreams that played on my insecurities and phobias! woo! Moral of the story: Don't watch like five episodes of House before bed ><

In other news, dad's 50th birthday is today. We already had a gigantic-ass party at the beginning of the month with sapped most of mom's & my energy concering his bithday celebrations. So today we're just having a dinner with some of his favorite stuff, and he's taking a relaxing day. I, of course, am really tired, so I get to sit around and do..NOTHNG. Except math homework...and logging stuff...and essay homework...eh...gr.

Post Fest

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 06:48:57 GMT

Uberfest 4.0 - 8:00 PM to about 10:00 PM

Location: Nova Hallway

Uberfest 4.0 - 4:30 AM

Location: Slightly to the right

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 07:40:10 GMT

I haven't felt quite like a human being for about 24 hours now.* Thank you, Uberfest. It was quite an awesome party, for sure. I just don't feel the need for another one for a few months at least.

*That is to say, I am very very tired (woo stayed up all night), my throat is sore, my neck feels like I have whiplash, and I think the cold that has been on the horizon for awhile has now actually taken hold.

gray butterfly, white sky

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 07:18:12 GMT

I haven't updated in a month, weird. I guess there isn't much to say, life's been boring. I haven't been getting enough sleep, and thursday night was the science overnight which didn't help at all. I feel asleep sometime between 2 and 3 while watching Highlander.

I haven't been doing anything really artsy, mostly because I don't care enough to, nor feel any creativity trying to take root in my head. Well...that's partially a lie, I have many many yards of silk, PVC and brocade lying in my basement now awaiting several projects I have planned. It seems like each one is depending on something else to happen before it. The action that will set it all in motion is when I buy the wool for my coat. I can't wait.

Things haven't really been as bad as this is making them sound, just not much has been going on. I've actually been pretty happy so I guess I'm just updating to let everyone know I'm still alive.

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 06:25:00 GMT

This will probably only make sense to LQ, but at the moment I feel a crazy urge to run off to some Egyptian desert.

Start me up and watch me go

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 05:38:29 GMT

I love my self-esteem to death, really. Actually that might be an improvement, then it would be gone altogether. Who wouldn't want a jenga tower to be an object that properly mimics it? Constantly getting rebuilt, then less and less stable, then it comes crashing down around your ears. Awesome, yeah, it's charming. Ah well, life goes on after all.

On a less sarcastic note...I did some fun stuff with magazine ads today. I managed to wrap ALL of myself in the ads from only two magazines. Of course then I smelled like sweaty magazine (it got really hot under three layers of that shit, okay?!), but I managed to get the pictures I needed for my intensive. Thank god it was all worth it, plus I got to shred them afterwards! I think that was the most satisfying part really (other than ripping the camel cigarettes ad off my face). Although, now almost a third of the pictures have me looking angry and shredding magazine ads. Bleh.

It's Dare! Ooh!

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 05:22:41 GMT

So. How about that school tomorrow, eh? Seems a popular topic at the moment...

8 am head explosion!

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 18:45:55 GMT

8 am is too early to wake up with a migraine...I took some ibuprofen, drank some water, and hid under the covers from the light, which let me go back to sleep. Now that I am up again my head feels quite tender and I think my brain is flopping around in there...owwie.

I feel like there ought to be a really big fucking shot they can give me in the base of the back of my neck to make it all stop this foolishnes...bleh.

RAIN!

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 02:38:21 GMT

...dude...FINALLY :D

Anyone going to bumpershoot?

Looking back hurts...

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 07:50:55 GMT

...why is it so fucking addictive?
Looking back through old LJ posts...good god, not MINE, those are just annoying!

Under the gun under the gun I'm swimming through the sun

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 23:55:40 GMT

Belly dancing and then my kitty is back, yay!
And there is a pumpkin pie in the oven :D

make a u-turn up here, yes it's legal

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 06:20:20 GMT

Yet again, I have come to the conclusion that I am worthless at art. I am not planning on so much as touching my camera, or my brushes, or my sketchbook for a good long time. I mean, jeebus, what is the point if I am totally uninspired and am constantly outdone so I feel shity about the stuff I call "my art" which is really just a bunch of embarrasing crap anyway. I think honestly, even if I did pick up my camera, I would get too depressed to take pictures at all. The shitty thing is that I was actually suprised at how good I was at painting...but I don't enjoy painting that much.

Yay, the only thing art-wise I am good at I don't really like.

Great, now I've given myself a lovely headache from crying while trying not to. Doesn't work, folks, you either let it all out, or keep it all in, don't go halfway with it, it just results in not-funess (much like ejaculation?) Hrm...this must be my old friend jealousy...well well well, it has been a long time, I see you've evolved a bit since we last met.

edit: Dammit, the more you say you aren't gonna do something, the more tempting it is...but no, I would just feel worse, so I will restrain myself

edit edit: Oh, and before I forget (just to make sure this is a wholesome, all-encompassing depressed post) I am fat and ugly. Okay, there, now it's complete.

These girls are like naked livewires

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 03:38:19 GMT

hehe...belly dancing was good today.
I realized, in the wednesday class last week, that the live music makes a lot of difference. (that's why I love the tuesday class :D)
Ooh, yeah I finished my new skirt/top too. Bright red, weee!

[00:12] uckfay: -the ties are at the north pole now-

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 01:17:26 GMT

Ow....got up early...but the weather was nice when I woke at least.
I want to go back to bed
or dance
or something
LQ found some really good music, so maybe I can do both...
I think what I really want to do though is make up with Margo and Allie and have us get along like we used to...but that probably won't happen because I can't change that I'm not like them, and I don't want to try to fit in like I used to. They seem to resent me for it though, or at least we don't get along that well anymore...they make me feel that the grounded, sane sensation I had at nova is gone and I have to question why I feel so comfortable there. Which is total bullshit since I finally found somewhere where people don't want me to pretend to be like them, pretend to be a preppy ditz.
I never was much good at it anyhow *shrug*

Dane-

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 20:58:06 GMT

We talked, okay? Niether of us really felt like doing it, but we did. I hope you're happy.

birds dream of cats on the hunt

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 06:21:24 GMT

mmm...between belly dancing, LQ, and painting I have been very content lately

yes, I know, we all thought we'd never see the day I was content, peaceful, and happy
well fuck that, I am
and I am enjoying summer...my god...that's crazy unusual

*runs off to make a new belly dancing outfit*

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 06:37:16 GMT

...happy

smash the car into a sunny bleach

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 02:18:13 GMT

Oh my, the Bride and Prejudice soundtrack is so....addictive. Nicole's brain am happy.

My my it's a lovely day for purple people

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 18:00:26 GMT

I went over my cell minutes by 5 hours this month...hahahaha...yeeeah